kk, I know you guys are bored with my emoness, so do I.
haven’t seem to been posting happy posts after last christmas.
seriously, it has been only 2 months after I broke up, and I thought it was already 6.
I don’t know what am I expecting more from you, I should’ve just stop it.
couldn’t think a day that I never dream of you nowadays,
woke up with depressed mood in every single morning.
I was thinking what’s going to happen if I stop finding you for 1 week,
you can always just get comfort from someone else and go out with someone else.
and I was thinking what will be the ending if I chase you back,
you won’t listen to my words either, it will somehow still fall into the same ending like now.
is it barely coincidence, or it’s just my attitude that makes me never succeed in this.
I am finding a girl who I don’t have to worry what she doing when I am not there for a while.
In deeper thoughts, who doesn’t want one?
1 week after your b’day you complained to me said you think you love me more than I do.
I was actually very delighted to hear that, so I don’t have to worry much now huh?
how do you compare ppl who has been 5 years tgt and one who met on net for 2 months?
we all got the same answer.
I know you have been telling me you won’t go back with him anymore after breaking up.
same rule goes to me, what for I am hoping here after you decided to break up with me too.
yeah we all know, this is too much and fuck it, just forget about her, everyone tells me.
sorry I just can’t.
but what I could do the best is,
leaving you alone and giving you a chance to meet a better man.
p/s it’s always cooler and have the sympathy to be the one who sacrifice right?
right, I thought so too, 2 years back.